back to campus

yay, tadi gue ke kampus lagi, meet some people & that's it, going back to home..:P. setelah 3 minggu gue ngga ke kampus, ngga kemana-mana, ngga online, palagi ngisi2 blog, hari jumat kemaren dokter gue sudah menyatakan gue sembuh, yay! :D. dan gue udah bisa beraktivitas seperti biasa. padahal sehari sebelum gue cek darah & ke dokter, gue udah deg2an, takut kalo hasil lab. gue ngga bagus & gue mesti bedrest lagi di rumah (aaaarghhh). untungnya pas jumat sore gue liat hasil lab, sgot & sgpt (fungsi hati) gue udah normal..:D. for more stories, ntar gue sambung lagi yak, got something to do...

usher goes cyber??

haha.. susah juga ya nepatin janji sendiri buat ngga nge blog (baca: ngelakuin hal2 yang ngga ada hubungannya ma kuliah pas online), tadi maksudnya mo kirim e-mail, eh.. cek blog bentar, eh.. nemu lirik nya usher yang aga'2 norak jd pengen nge post, eh.. mo masukin foto di profile. padahal gue udah mo tidur lho, ini udah terlalu malem, ngga baik kalo sering begadang (yea rite :P). anyway, ini lirik lagunya usher yang judulnya dot com, gue ngga tau dia ngeluarin ni lagu kapan, yang jelas gue akhir2 ini emang sering denger di radio, tapi baru merhatiin liriknya sekarang2 ini setelah penyiarnya nyebut judulnya. gue jadi penasaran ma lagunya, setelah gue nemu liriknya...ternyata... :)). maybe he's into cyber dating when he made this song, huahahaha..:)). well, gue ngga gitu tau semua lagunya usher si, cuma yang baru2 aja & itu juga ngga semuanya, so far si gue masih suka, tapi setelah liat lirik lagu ini, hmm.. go figure -_-

usher - dot com


oooo i love the way ya dirty type
i can take you home on escape
oooo i need your backspace in my life
thank god you don't have a flatscreen

please baby i got to see you
i really want to please you
so get on my laptop so i can download
online...i love the way you log on
we can do it all night
i'll make you dot com
baby if you sign on
i'm gon make ya light up
oo baby if you log on
i'll make you dot com

i wanted to linger with you baby at first sight
you i get to use my f keys
i can't wait to give you megabytes
i got other memory you need
let ma finges do the talking

oo baby you want this i know
can't wait to give you my harddrive
my moonlight...if it's alright
baby...i'm always at your window
ready to shift and control you
if you wanted to....say yes baby
say yes baby
got to say yes
ooo say yes baby
say yes baby
got to say yes
yes, say it

time is running out

oh no.. april is almost over, what have i been doing in these past 4 months...??? *stress*. alamat 4,5 ni... huaaaa....:((

i would be good

that I would be good even if I did nothing
that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be grand if I was not all knowing

that I would be loved even when I numb myself
that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
that I would be loved even when I was fuming
that I would be good even if I was clingy

that I would be good even if I lost sanity
that I would be good
whether with or without you

alanis morissette's that i would be good

paranoid

not this thing again... why me..? :|

my lips

ngga tau kenapa ya, dari hari selasa kemaren tiba2 bibir gue sariawan (lebih dari 1) & ngga sembuh2 sampe sekarang & bibir gue itu jadi merah2 karena kering. mungkin gara2 gue masih make lip balm yang gue beli 1,5 taun yang lalu kali ya..:P. pas hari selasa itu gue masih ngga mo ke dokter, karena gue pikir masih bisa diobatin sendiri pake salep khusus, setelah gue beli salepnya, gue obatin, kok ngga ngaruh ya..? padahal dulu kalo make salep ini sekali pake juga udah ilang sariawannya. tapi ini sampe 4 hari & bibir gue masih berasa kering juga. kayanya make lip balm juga ngga ngaruh, & seperti biasa, gue mulai berpikir yang aneh2 yg bikin gue tambah parno..:P. jadi sore ini gue mutusin untuk ke dokter, meskipun rada malu jg kalo ternyata ini emg cuma sariawan biasa..:P, kayanya penting banget gitu sampe gue ke dokter sgala :)). huehehe...udah ah.. curhat tentang bibirnya..

ribetnya mo online..

huah... akhir2 ini gue kalo mo connect susaaaaah banget...:(. ngga tau kenapa telkomnet nya putus2 mulu pas awal connect, setelah coba beberapa kali, baru de berhasil, setelah gue udah aga' ilfeel. gara2 ini gue jadi inget buat ngurusin account CBN, bokap gue udah bayar tagihannya & ternyata... setelah gue tanyain ke CBN, account gue udah ilang gara2 bayarnya kelamaan..:P, jadi gue mesti register lagi. ya udah.. gue mo register lewat web nya, pas mo isi form, baru sadar kl buat daftar2 apapun, perlu yg namanya *KTP*, & sampe sekarang KTP gue belom jadi2, sooo... gue harus mEnunGGu KTP itu jadi. sementara pasrah aja dulu make telkomnet yg aga'2 ini -_-

*aneh*

fiuh.. what a week... hehe... ngga sgitunya juga si..:P, tapi mayan bikin gue bingung sendiri. kynya kejadian yg gue alamin makin aneh aja..:D. well, i kinda enjoy spending time alone as long as my beloved friends will always be there for me.

last but not least, i wanna thank my good good friend for being there for me *again* after all what happened to both of us :)

setelah sekian lama...

wow.. kayanya udah lama banget ya gue ngga nulis di sini..
soo many things happened in these past 2 months, ngga berasa ya waktu lewat gitu aja. tapi critanya ntar2 aja kali ya..:P
anyway, gue cuma posting ni lagu, entah kenapa gue seneng banget ngehubungin lagu2 ma perasaan gue, biasanya gara2 itu gue jadi suka ma 1 lagu. my fellow incubus fan, if u read this, i hope u can get a clue of how i feel these days..;). so, here it is...


-incubus: the warmth-


I'd like to close my eyes and go numb
But there's a cold wind coming from
The top of the highest high rise today
It's not a breeze cuz it blows hard
Yes and it wants me to discard the
The humanity I know, watched the warmth blow away
...So don't let the world bring you down...
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
So do you think I should adhere
To that pressing new frontier
And leave in my wake, a trail of fear
Should I hold my head up high
And throw a wrench and spokes by
I'm leaving the air behind me clear
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
Before you grow old

Hamster --> Anjing --> Pindah Rumah..:D

Di rumah gue lagi ada hamster ni... kmaren ade gue bawa dari sekolahnya, karena libur mayan lama, tu hamster dititipin ke ade gue. He's cute...! warna coklat muda & putih gitu. Pas gue elus2, taunya tiba2 di gigit, sial... gue kira hamster ngga bisa gigit, ternyata....
Maklum de, baru skr ada hamster di rmh gue :P. Kasian juga sih tu hamster, kandangnya kecil banget, kerjaannya tidur-makan-tidur-makan-dst.. ngga ada mainan apapun, kebayang ngga sih lo, kl lo jadi tu hamster... sengsara banget hidupnya. Truss, td mo dibeliin kandang yg lbh gede ma roda biar dia bisa main2, ternyata barito tutup, jadinya ke carrefour & di sana ngga ada. Untung di rmh masih ada kotak yang bisa dijadiin kandang hamster..Jdnya dia udah dpt kandang baru yg lbh gede.. :)

Speaking of pets, i just can't wait to move in to my new house, so i can have a dog...:D. Ntah knp gue pengen banget punya anjing, kynya lucu aja, bisa gue ajak main sekaligus jaga rumah, hehehe...:P.

Dan.. bokap gue akhirnya memutuskan untuk pindah bulan februari ini...:) fiuh.. akhirnya, setelah sekian lama yg "katanya gue mo pindah rumah", baru bln depan gue bisa pindah, pdhal sampe skr msh blm slesai lho...:D. But i think it's quite positive that we're *finally* gonna have to move in this february. Hihihi... just can't wait till the day comes..

First Post

Akhirnya setelah sekian lama gue bikin blog juga....:P. Tapi kayanya ngga bakal gue update tiap hari, cuma kalo lagi niaaat nulis, hehehe...