breathe me

Sia - Breathe Me

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Is it all because i fear so much? I am scared some bad experience will eventually repeated. It was all too much for me, to experience it once is more than enough, it was too painful.

1 year

hey, it's been a year since i start this blog, & only 21 posts made, hahah :))

b.o.r.e.d

argh, gue lagi bosen banget hari ini. well, tiap hari si gue bosen, karena gue tiap hari mesti di rumah, mengerjakan kp. what?? yep, i haven't finished my internship, byebye to this semester graduation x(. no one to blame though, maybe because i have to work at home, so that i got less motivated, i got bored easily at home, & when i got bored, i chat, i browse, i watch tv, i'd practically do anything to amuse me. like now, i decided to write something, hmpphh. padahal kerjaan gue tinggal dikit lagi *semoga*, tapi yang dikit ini yang ribet & gue pusing ajah tiap mo ngerjainnya, makanya pikiran gue suka bercabang kemana-mana.

anyway, gue cukup excited dengan jadwal tv beberapa bulan ke depan, hehehhehe, karena american idol 5 udah mulai, oc juga ada *meskipun udah aga' basi*, america's next top model 4 udah ada *basi juga* dan ada rerun rockstar: inxs. yay, gue mo liat marty casey nyanyiin creep & everlong, karena pas pertama kali diputer gue ngga ngikutin tiap episode :P. dan star world akhirnya bakal nayangin friends 10, setelah beberapa bulan rerun episode2 lama -_-, i miss 2 episodes on dvd, jadi gue harus ngikutin lagi di tv :D.

ok, enough with curhats & off to work now!